It's been a week back in Melbourne and I'm still trying to live the Singapore way-of-life here. I'm missing ApeyTan so much all the time. We had such a great and meaningful time back home that it made leaving him so hard this time. It's gonna be the last before we settle down back in sg in 2009! In order to cure the lovesickness, we are meeting in PERTH during his mid-sem break! I'm so looking forward to that already!! I'll get to see Okky, intro the boyfriend to the old friend and meet old friend's bf as well! Plus, like what Apey puts it, it'll be my "Grad trip-part 1"!

Day 1: Apey's arrival with my prize. Birthday dinner that i cooked for him while he slept his jet lag away. Glazed lamb chops with mozzarella mushrooms and mashed potato.


EPL match at some pub at Lygon. I was rather amused by the cheers and yells of the soccer fans, both angmohs and asians.


Camwhoring with my pink plush robe. Xi Nu Ai Le with the Ape! He said i'm born naturally with a bitter face.. =(


Roadtrip to Daylseford, a pretty neat town and there was a organic farm market going on in a primary school!


We were walking back towards our car after lunch and we came across this COOL shop. OMG!!! The shop was filled with old school stuff, Elvis Presley to Marilyn Monroe to Betty Boop! I thought I almost spoilt the $2000+ jukebox then it started playing old school rock'n'roll. They had so many sections within the shop. too cool!!


At the Lake House and Jubilee Lake. the ducks and birds were so fat, clumsy and CUTE! I took a video of them waddling and fighting for food! the autumn trees were pretty but it was kinda cold as we try to snap some decent Korean Autumn Story photos. Oh, we tasted mineral spring water and the last one was terrible!


ApeyTan cooked a decent dinner for us with my help and the genius even helped me for my assignment! What would i do without you?!!


Our first footy match. Footy's actually quite a no-kick sport, not much rules and the match was boring. I reckon the fun part was the Mexican wave and ppl throwing rubbish down from the top! LOL.


Lunch at Soda Diner at Chapel St. Old school jukebox and huge burgers!


Roadtrip #2 to Yarra Valley. Beautiful scenery, wine-tasting and chatting with cute friendly old couples! Apey was very sweet for driving throughout when we both had v lil sleep the night before and bought me choc fudge cos i was feeling car-sick! <3


Headed off to Dandenong Ranges and I realised my camera batt was low and eventually died so limited photos! grrrr. Stopped by Wickedly Delicious Cafe for hot choc and Last taste of Summer before heading back home.


Thank you ApeyTan for the 19days of laughter and love that you were here. Now it's back to me and the war with exams preps! Home sweet home in 30 days!

Today's ...

• friday;
• ANZAC day (public + university holiday); and
  
• 21 months with my ApeyTan!

Tomorrow's ...

• saturday;
• the day I see and hug ApeyTan after almost 2 months; and
• the start of MAD FUN!
  

I will try to keep thinking positive and not let some people/thoughts get in my way! Out to shop to chill my soul!

I fell off the double bed with my entourage of bolster and quilt! Amazingly, I missed the bedside table and didn't feel any pain when i landed on the floor. :X



Suddenly had this overwhelming realisation as to why I have been thinking/reacting/feeling the way I am these days. It's the effect of growing up mentally and emotionally at an exponential rate in a short span of time (say 2 years), compared to having the carefree and no-worries lifestyle of doing whatever you want as and when you like because you'll always have your parents to fall back on plus you won't be that afraid to make mistakes cos you're still a kid/teen/juvenile/underage. Adulthood has accelerated the time that we take to learn and understand things. There really is no turning back, its like boarding a train that never stops and has no loop service. At 21 going on 22, life just forces you to learn and absorb new stuff everyday whether you like it or not.

*That's just some note to self.


Life is alright at the moment. Just hope Apey wouldn't keep saying that I don't love him, which is silly cos everyone knows how much I love him. Seeing him in 2 weeks! :) :) :)

It's called love.

I hate the severity of my PMS, how i'd cry for mummy like a terrified lil girl and here I am typing and staring at my black 14".

Things will be okay, at least after the bloody war has stopped.

I really need to sleep, I need a good long sleep. I have never slept before midnight since I came back to Melbourne. The consequences of ageing I know and thats why my willingness to pay for high-end skincare products have up many notches.

Good night world.

Everyone seems to be having lots of fun and enjoying themselves in their current state of life. 

it's as if we were sitting on the clouds. we're good, quarreling as often but still loving each other very much. i miss him like CRAZY.

the bestfren who MIA just like me. the one who is active when its my bedtime. thank goodness for emails. i'll get down to that soon okie, im still at my nuaing period. life sucks, out too much from me!

darling gf, the one whom i hardly talk to but will always have something to chat about when we meet up. gf for life! muaahhh

Mr Apey was uber sweet. He hopped into the car, gave me 'P.S. thank you' for the 3months that i spent with him in SG, then 'P.S. you are the best' for being the best girlfriend he can ever have and 'P.S. always on my mind' for i'll be always on his mind when i'm gone for the 4 months. His words moved me to tears cos we have been emo-ing the entire week before i left SG and i felt so encouraged and loved. Thank you, dear. I LOVE YOU.

 Horoscope of the day

The closed door conversations you are missing out on are nothing to be concerned about -- your life or career growth will not be negatively affected by them anytime soon. All of this internal talk has little, if anything to do with you, so take a break from the paranoia. Assuming the worst is not a good way to avoid disappointment -- but it is a very good way to get yourself all worked up over nothing! So just chill out and save the worrying for when you actually have something to worry about.

Don't know myself anymore.